New Potentials!

Got a couple responses from a few good ones... Wish me luck!!

Followers!!

Yay I got my first follower!! LOL
I just opened up my profile and added a pic. Looking forward to hearing from you and any future followers. :)

Gotta go make my babies brush their teeth.... TTYL!! <333

Don't give up!!

I am not going to let this fool stop me from getting what I want from this! Yes he has scared away a bunch of Great potentials. But to let some fool, who is mad cause he ain't getting the pussy, fuck up my chances to live the way I want is not going to happen!

I am going to continue with my emails... See what I get back and hopefully things will work out for the best!

I am going to stay positive and hopefully one day soon I will find the sugar daddy of my dreams!

I think he may have gotten to my SC too... He hasn't called me and didn't return my call from yesterday... I hope that this does not fuck up my possibilities with SC too!!

No wonder!!!!

No wonder I haven't been having any luck!!!!!!! How do I know this asshole cant still see who emails me or who I email??!?!?!?!?

It's official!!! MarriedBoston is a done deal!!

I wonder...

If any of my other potentials have gotten this message... I have had a few who disappeared after a few emails. I thought they liked me. Found that weird. Glad this guy let me know!! Now all passwords are changed!! I have a sneaky suspicion it was the guy from craigslist who tried to harass me... How do I block out these kind of people??

I'm so mad!!

Y they gotta be hating on me!!!!!!!!! Fucked up my possibilities with Mr. Boston!!!!

I'm so mad right now....

Stalker...

I think I have a stalker or hacker or something... Might be that crazy from craigslist that I had to block. Sent one of my good potentials some strange msg about some investigation.

WTF!!!

Has this happened to anyone else?!?!??

50 msgs..

So I sent out over 50 msgs so far. Each echoing the other. Some modified to what I thought these ppl would want to hear.

Some were deleted... don't think those were too into black girls.. lol I could tell by all the pics of them with barbie dolls. Blonde's... I thought I would give it a shot though.

I got one msg from a guy who had a ton of pics. Beautiful home!! Said I was very beautiful, but too young and my location was not ideal... oookkkkkk

I think I'm going to stick to married guys. They don't really care about location most of the time.

I hate sending msgs!! I don't get a lot of responses when I initiate. I like to let them come to me. That way know they are already attracted to me from my pics. All I need to do is reel them in.

I really need to upgrade my pics also.

I hate the silence before the storm... there are some that I am really looking forward to hearing from. Hope I get a good response from them.

Still messaging with Dallasorally (lol) Going to see if I can get him to fly me and my friend down to Dallas for new years! hehe

SC didn't call me tonight! I'm going to give him a call tomorrow night. Make sure I continue to spark his interests. He seems like the best potential right now. the one who has the most money!! I hope he loves me when we meet! Less than two weeks!

Dallasorally

So the guy who was visiting from dallas wasn't really bullshitting me like I originally thought. After he postponed our meeting I got comfortable and ended up falling asleep. He sent me a few txt msgs saying he was at a club, was ready to leave, and wanted to make tonight happen!

I didn't get these msgs till 4am. I tend to wake up like clockwork at that time... every single night... I don't know why..

So we continued to txt till he left. He wants me to come down for a weekend. I want to know whats good for new years!! lol We will see how this plays out.

Did I blog about how oral he is! And how he wants me to grow out my bush! LMAO!! I tend to keep it trimmed low but he wants full hairy ass pussy!! Said that really turns him on. mmm yummy! No hair bumps! lol

In other news...
I have signed up on another site. That makes 4 altogether. And on one I have 2 profiles! I am on seekingarrangement.com twice. Sugardaddyforme.com. sugardaddie.com. and establishedmen.com.

So far sugardaddyforme.com has gotten me the most incoming but they dont really seem to have the kind of money a real sugar daddy should have.. More on my experiences later...

I am going to send a TON of emails out tonight on SA.com and see what kind of response I get back.I dont usually get responses when I send emails. But I figure if I send out say 100+ I should grab someones attention! I got this idea from Baby Bow from http://sugarmemoirs.blogspot.com/

I love her blog!! So interesting!!

Current situation..

So I have been txting a potential since the 24th. We were scheduled to meet tonight for dinner and sex. (only cause I'm broke... I justify it by the fact that I have slept with people I regretted before but this one is paying :P lol)

He wanted to see me in some sexy lingerie with purple stockings and stilettos...

Not everyone has purple stockings just lying around you know. So I asked him to grab whatever he wanted me to wear for him.

After all this 'I cant wait till tonight' and 'I want you to look and feel hot tonight for me baby' He txt me saying someone who he hasn't seen in forever just stopped by and we are going to have to get together later. I reply 'whens later?'

I dont think I will ever hear from him again... :P

Its funny because he suggested a hotel and everything but never booked a room... Wanted pics of my outfit for approval. I dont think he ever went shopping for the lingerie. lol I did give him my sizes...

I think he is another one of the broke ones..
Glad I didnt really take my time to get ready... I'm just chillin..

I got a few msgs from some guys who I know for sure are not SDs! One is 21!! The other 23..
The 21 yr old really thinks he is a sugar daddy and that he can give me money on a regular basis... Dought it unless dude has a trust fund or something..

The other one is kinda cute and I might have given him some thought as a regular boyfriend. But he broke.. Not looking for a broke man at all...

Southern crazy is what I will call my most promising potential. SC for short lol. He has been calling me everyday at about 9pm. I think its sweet. He told me he has like 7 sugar babies already!! All scattred in like 3 different cities. He wants a SB to live in his house in Beverly Hills!! I have been thinking about it... Why? Dont ask.. lol He knows I have a little girl, but he does not know I have 3 altogether! I dont think I could do that. Not right now at least.

My current SD I am going to call... Brokeman lol
Brokeman I think I am going to give him a chance and continue with him for small change here and there. I'm not really loosing anything because the sex lasted for a good 10 min with him. I will just let him watch me get off on toys in exchange for cash. lol

I'm still on the prowl for my rich out the ass sugar daddy though. I have narrowed my search to married men with an income range of $500,000 or above. And they better not live in my area.

A few other potentials...

Sexycityman- I talked about him before here. I sent him a msg with my ## because I really liked him and never called him. I suck. He msgd me back I'm just going to cross my fingers and hope that he calls me. He is definitely legit and popped up on google easily.

Marriedboston- msgd me before but his emails got lost with all the bs emails I got form craigslist. I just msgd him back and hopefully we can set up a meeting.. He is definitely a good one. Married of course. Makes over a mil annually according to his profile. Didnt get his last name or phone number yet so cant google him as of yet..

Another day..

Another Sugar Daddy dating site...

Firstly..

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Today I singed up at establishedmen.com
Lets see what I can get out of this one.

Back in the game!!

So yesterday I'm on sd4me looking at a few profiles.. I didn't actually msg them directly. I'm not the type to chase a man so I let them come to me. I got a msg from the guy who msg'd me b4 but had my profile blocked...

I think he did that only cause he wanted me to email him. wierdo..

So I sent him my new phone #. He called me later that night...

We talked.. well he talked mostly. lol I have a feeling that he might be loosing his mind. He told me a few stories about previous girlfriends, his wife, where he is from, ect.. He kept repeating the same things several times. I thought that was a little strange and he was a little hard to follow. He seemed like a very nice man indeed. He is supposed to be coming to visit me sometime within the next 2 weeks.

Then there is this guy who grew up where I am from but now lives in Tx. He is visiting for the holidays and we are supposed to get together tomorrow night. I cant wait! He sounds like a good one as long as he isnt lying about his income!! LMAO!!

Blocked??

I went to answer an email that I got from this guy. He seemed really nice and I would have answered sooner but I just wanted to wait. This guy has BLOCKED me!!
I cant even send him a msg!! WTF is that about??

& why does he still have me as one of his favorites??
Strange...

Phone..

Being broke is not a good feeling... I didn't get paid from my job yet. I need a good $2,000 like right now... Where is it going to come from?

Why is it so hard to find a real sugar daddy??

I'm whining and I don't care.

I was able to get a pay as you go phone. I think I am going to use this for contacting my sugar daddies. My other phone is still on I just don't have an actual phone in my hand and a new one is going to cost me a good $500.. :( Oh well.. Hopefully I will make progress with this sugar business.

I'm still pissed that I fucked this old ass man for only $145. I mean seriously!! Come on!! & the man had the nerve ti have MAGNUM condoms!!! His little peepee was so tiny! The condom was so damn loose. LMAO!! That thing was so funny looking too. It shrunk down to about an inch long! WOW...

The first sugar daddy I have sex with and I only get $145. I should have fucked the shit out of Peter when I had the chance... At least he was paying $250. :(

I need to move...

OH YEA!!!

I saw what looked like a pay stub and he only makes about $700 a week!! I would really like to know how he pays for that house and all the crap that he has!! Like he has a Porsche, a avalanche, jet skis... All kinds of shit and he doesn't make that much more money than I do!!!

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last night..

was good. We watched Terminator 3 and talked for a while. Took a shower together then got in the bed. I let him fuck me. He came.Tried to go at it again but he couldnt get it up again. So he asked me if I like toys....

What girl doesn't like toys!?!?!?
He brought out this pink jack rabbit and I let him fuck me with it at first. I had to take over cause I was not getting what I wanted... I came a few times. That is a beautiful toy. I asked if I could keep it. He sounded like he didn't want me to have it... I really dont give a fuck! I took it anyway!

So in the morning I had to wake him up to take me home. He went to the bank to get out some money. I notice he had a few bank receipts laying around his car so I took a peek... I said before that no one in my city has any real money and this just proved it!!! Again!! OMG dude only had a little over $1,000 in his bank account!! WTF!! Now I dont know if he has any other accounts or anything, savings ect.. But dude is just as broke as the next!!

I was expecting to get at least a couple hundred dollars.. He only gave me $145... I'm pissed..

He said he didn't have a lot because of the holidays and that he will give me more the next time he sees me... I don't know about that. Maybe I will see him one more time and if he doesnt give me like $500 at least I will not see him anymore...

I need to find someone who can actually afford me...

I'm going to go and buy one of those pay as you go phones today so I can get in contact with some of these people. I am in a fucked up position right now and I don't know how I am going to get out of it.

Its the day before Christmas. Not going to be a happy holiday for me... :(

On a positive note I do think I am over being grossed out by old white me with tiny penises...

I NEED MONEY...

Today

I am going to ask my current potential to pick me up from work. I do think I can trust him. He has been truthful with me so I am ok... I think :P I need to get some money out of him today! Kind of an emergency!!
Today will be the first time I will actually have sex with a sugar daddy! I'm actually looking forward to doing this wrinkled stinky breath old man... Y I don't know..

*Update*
I just called him. He is coming to pick me up, but he has something going on later so I wont be able to actually get busy.. Unless we just have a little quickie. ;) Hopefully I do get to meet up with him one of these nights cause I do really want to fuck him! He is so damn sweet!!

Excuses excuses..

I am the queen of excuses! I can come up with an excuse for any and every thing! The thing is that my excuses are actually believable...

These sugar daddies come up with almost anything when they don't have the money to dish out. I have gotten a few so far.

"My sister needed to borrow $2,000 at the last minute. I don't have any money till next week."
Do you think he gave me a call the next week... Nope!!

"I had a death in the family, lets meet up another time"
Never heard from him again...

"The holidays are here don't have much but I can give you $500."
He never responded or msg'd me again...

Why do these people have to lie and waste my time?? If you dint have the money then I ask again why sigh up to this site?? Why pursue these kinds of girls who expect to get paid if you cant pay them!?!? I'm not looking for a broke boyfriend. I can find that anywhere. I have a few on stand by right now that want a relationship. I NEED MONEY!

I think its time for me to find a SD in a different area.. The ones here are BROKE!! :P

I do have a few that have msg'd me from different areas but I have not msg'd them back yet... Hope when I do they aren't thrown off by the time I took to msg back and want to pursue me cause I need to find my special sugar.

Hun..

Do I look like a damn Hun??
Y does everyone call me hun??

Can you say annoying... :(

Real Sugadaddy

So I called up my sugar daddy that I stood up twice. lol We met up tonight. He was very sweet and kind. We talked, watched Liar Liar and Wedding Crashers. Had a ton of laughs! I like him a lot! I stayed at his house with him from like 10:30 til 3am!! WTF!! Its all good tho :P

His house is beautiful!! I loved the layout! The whole thing was FAB! Huge LCD screen. OMG *drools* I loved it!

The only thing that was wrong with him...(besides the fact that he is an old ass man) was that his breath was completely Funky!! Ugh... He got a little touchy with my tits. I could tell he enjoyed them cause he just kept rubbing and squeezing like the whole time we were watching the movie. lol

We ended the night cause it got way late. He just wanted to keep talking to me or something.. lol It was like he didnt want me to leave. Took me like a half to get out the door. He gave me everything he had in his wallet for gas cause he lived a little far from me. And I complained to him how much of a gas guzzler my car was. ( ILY my car <333) :P

But yea, he wanted to kiss me a few times and it is just so weird kissing an old white man. Their lips are so small, it feels weird to me. I like fuller lips! Ones that you can actually feel. His breath didnt bother me too much while I kissed him but man I could taste him after I left. And I could smell the way his mouth smelled on my lips... Ughhhh!!

One of my biggest pet peeves is bad breath! If his mouth stinks like that next time I go to see him I'm going to have to inform him on how funky it is and how uncomfortable it makes me! Stank ass breath is never a good thing!

Other than that he was a great guy! He seemed really genuine and real. And he seemed like he wanted someone that he could care about. I'm going to fuck the shit out of him sometime this week and see how much money I can get out of him asap...

I do like him tho... lol :P

So tired!!

I am so damn tired of the bullshit in my life. I need a sugar daddy yesterday!! I am tired of men and their bullshit! My baby daddy is a complete piece of shit who does not think he owes me anything. I hate him and would be happy if he died tomorrow. I made a smart ass supposed to be funny and sarcastic comment to him and now he thinks... no he Knows its the truth!! He does this all the time. Last time he took something I said with extreme sarcasm he wouldn't drop it and ended not seeing his kids for an entire year! And I put him in jail. I think I should do the same thing again because me dogging him out is the only way that I can get him to treat me with respect... :(

My X is trying to get back with me.(not the bd) He wants to move in with me. I am completely considering it because he is a good man. He just does not have much of anything going for himself. I'm considering it because he is great with kids and will be a good babysitter.. :P I do love him and we have been off and on for almost 10yrs but I don't know about a serious relationship with him.

I am missing out big time and need to go to the city like right now so I can meet some of the sugar daddy's there. I'm getting lots of msgs from these men but things aren't really leading anywhere. Its mostly my fault cause things are so fucked up for me but then again I do get a lot of them who kinda get cold feet or just don't have the kinda money they should have for being a sugar daddy. You know? I still don't know why people who don't have any real money even sign up for these sites... Whatever..

I stood up a sugar daddy who lives in my area twice. I am bad.. Luckily he is still interested in meeting me. yay! He is really funny looking in his pictures. I think I am going to have to get really drunk and fuck the shit out of him and I would be able to get anything I want. I'm going to suggest dinner first. He has wanted me to meet him at his home.. not to sure about that at this point... :P

I'm going to call him back tonight and see whats up. I need to get back on the ball in my search for the perfect sugar daddy.

Oh yea... The job. I have been working for this guy for about a week now. I don't know if he wants me to stay on permanently, that would be nice.. But he is a little confused why his previous assistant recommended me. He asked me about it friday and I just said I think she liked my work ethic. He thinks I knew her prior to this.. I am not going to be doing any of the other things that she wanted me to do at all. Unless I will be getting paid extra... Its just not going to happen.

Lets see how all of this mess goes...

LIARS!!

So I posted a bullshit 3way post on craigslist got a ton of msgs b4 the deleted my post.. Out of all the guys there were 3 that really wanted it.. I think it was so funny how many and how quickly these men jumped at a probable 3way... lol

This one guy sent pics and everything and really wanted us.. particularly me.. lol We chatted for a while... He seemed like a sweet guy and I'm sure he is..

The thing is he sent me a couple of fake pics and then wanted to webcam!!! lol Are you serious??!?! He sent a pic of a young skinny white boy and his little penis.. He turned put to be a chubby beer belly old white man... lol

Said you guys are hot... I thought you wouldn't like me... Are we in highschool?? I mean come on a girl says I will fuck you for money she's not thinking about how good you look!! And he said he was 40.. Bullshit!! Try 55...

As sugar babies we don't give a fuck what you look like!! Most of the time.. Ideally there is an attraction but in reality I wouldn't give you the time of day if you were broke!! Thats the point of being a sugar daddy.. Being able to offer something that a younger sexy guy with no career or goals can give.. MONEY!!

Later...

Every time a SD makes a plan... it is always put off till later... This shit is really getting old.

So I finally met with the boss.. I think he has a crush! he turned red every time I smiled at him and he was flirting and getting a little touchy feely..

I need I need cash!! Where mah money!!

I want to actually meet someone who is serious about this shit! The only one who was serious about it was peter but he was wayyyy to cheap for me... Broke fuckers... lol

Looks like I'm going to have to actually find a real job.. The boss is giving me a temp project until he decides what he is going to do... We will see how this goes... I think I'm good tho.. He didn't want to take his eyes off of me! lol Or his hands.. :P

got it to work!

Been offline for like 3 days now! My life is incomplete without internet. If I had my phone I would be good but gotta get some fast cash first.. OMG being broke is not fun!! I haven't even been able to go shopping!! I'm not used to being broke, nor do I want to get used to it!!

Wheres my sugar daddy??

oh yea..

slave boy... Don't know about him..
group doc... Don't think he wanted to leave a voicemail.. wtf
Don't know when I'll get to your area = I'm broke as hell & cant afford you
fuck the boss job... interviewing for...
supposed to be meeting someone 2moro. me and T. we will see how that goes.. he want to see a webcam of me first to make sure my pics aren't fake.. WTF
this is getting annoying!!
Add to the fact that my charge on my laptop is broken!! Gotta use the house computer!! FML...

Broke sugadaddys!!

One thing that I don't and will never understand is why some of these men are even on these sites!! I mean if what you have to offer is cuddling, candle lit dinners, massages, and occasionally buying gifts then you really need to join a regular dating site.

IMO a sugar daddy is supposed to buy his baby anything that she wants!!! I mean for real! If you cant afford to spend cash on a girl or you income is in the $0-$100,000 range then who the fuck do you think your fooling! We as sugar babies are looking for a daddy who has the dough to be able to do whatever he wants!

This one guy got mad at me and said hey if i was to give you say $500 a month you would be all over me! LMAO!! No I wouldn't.. I would run for the hills! Try $5,000 I would be happy! lol..

If you cant afford it then get the fuck off the site for real!!


Not to sound like a gold digger or an extreme bitch.. How can I not... But seriously?? Am I right or wrong?

Such a tease!!

I am such a tease!! The guy who said 'don't know if I'll ever get to you area'...

This is too funny! Let me see if I can string him along and make him horny enough to actually make him want to fly to me. P: mmmm...

And the little slave boy. If we meet I will treat him so bad lol.. This conversation is way too funny! Copy&paste!!

He wants to be a cuckold!!

A cuckold is a married man whose wife cheats on him with or without his knowledge

I dont understand for the life of me why someone would actually want the things that this person wants!! Its crazy!! I would definitely go along with it because I am very good at making people feel like shit. I'll do him real dirty! lol

When am I going to actually meet someone??

I've been at this for a while now. I simply cant stand it when you hit it off with someone online then they just flake out and disappear!! Like that lady in NC! I would have loved to have met her cause I really want a sugamama! :P

Oh well.. I do realize now that this may take a while..

The slave guy finally msg'd me back. I would love to get together with him. I am great at making people feel like pure shit... lmao! Hope we get along.. I'd like to try out being a dominatrix.

I find it funny when people msg you back and forth. Location clearly stated on the profile. Then they disappear when they find your long distance. Or waste your time asking for pictures and shit like that just to say something like 'I don't know how often I will be in your area...'

Why the fuck are you wasting my time then!!??!?? I mean seriously. You just want to get an eye full of my beauty and my ass and not have to pay any prices, like time spent getting to know each other via email b4 we decide we don't like each other.. I have better things to do with my time... I don't think I'm going to show pictures until I've exchanged more than a few emails from now on. Unless the guy is sexy. ;)

slow

This has been a slow day... nuff said...

I do hope that the group doctor guy doesn't cancel on me. Supposed to meet 2moro..

This is great!

So a few days ago I went on craigslist to see what I could find. I sent msgs to a few people and one replied. It was a listing from a secretary for her boss. They were looking for a 'personal assistant.' Now I am all for that type of arrangement! No one would question where I got my money from because I would be working the 9-5. :P

I kinda forgot about it and she seemed like she really liked my responses and really pursued for my replies. I was very flattered by this. So I got along great with her and gave her the exact answers that she was looking for and now she is going to recommend me for an interview.

This is great!! I get a job and a part time lover! She said that he used to be big on working out but stopped earlier this year because of an accident. He is back into it now and will lose whatever weight he gained. I hope he is not too fat or extremely old looking. I think I will have a great time with this.

The pay better be really good. I'm not going to take the job if it doesn't meet my pay requirements. I got kids to take care of! Plus christmas is coming up! I haven't went shopping because I am so pressed for cash...

I do hope that this freaky doctor gives me a call on monday. I really need that cash asap! The group thing.. 12 doctors... I am still thinking about it... why? You ask.... Because I NEED CASH!! And for some reason when I picture how it will all play out I get turned on by it... Get a little wet O.o

What the hell am I thinking??!?!

Maybe one day I can just get real high and drunk and they can gang rape my mouth. I like sucking dick any way..

I think I am turning into huge SLUT!!

Mind you I have not gone through with anything yet... I did take money from peter and left him hanging. But thats about it.. :P

I really need to tell that guy a higher price... The price I am thinking for the group thing will take care of me for the next 6 months! I think I am going to see how this goes first and if he is a little to rough for me I will tell him to increase the cash. OMG I'm a prostitute.. Not yet anyway. :( I don't know if I will actually go through with it. We will see.

I met a good one!

Now aside from the sicko doctors... ughhhh *shudder*

I did meet a really good guy!! We chatted and had a great conversation! I do hope I get to meet him. I just need to get past the whole old man thing. He is actually pretty good looking! Not that old but you can def tell he is up there. lol

I really liked him he seems to be my type of guy. I do hope that we get a chance to meet and I do hope that we click cause he seems like the perfect guy to spend some time with. Well traveled, business owner, nice body. As long as he has a nice size wood and is good to me and extremely generous I am going to be happy!

WTF!!! Have I gotten myself into??!?!?!!??

So I'm on this new site and this doctor invites me to im chat. Ok cool sounds good right.. Wrong!! The conversation went from good to wtf in a matter of minutes. To make a long story short this guy wants to get to know me 3 times a week. Not only that he wants a group thing!! Now I assumed 3some right? I was def into that. T could come along! lol No he said there is a group of 12 doctors. Me being funny said 'what all at once?!?' lol at least I thought it was funny until he replied yes....

This guy wants a girl to fuck and suck 12 doctors at one time!!!! I continued with the conversation because he wanted to meet this week and I can get the money that I need to pay bills from him. Now I really need to think about how much I want from these sd/johns(this guy was mos def a john...) I told him a number that I would actually be happy with if it was a normal sb/sd relationship, cause all my bills are taken care of with $1,500 monthly... The amount was well over that but I am now regretting not telling him a much higher number because the things that he wants me to do are sick!!!

I am just going to give him some for a week or two, that will take care of me till next month and give me time to find my SD.. then I am going to disappear of the face of the earth!!! I changed my voicemail so that my name isn't said. I need to protect myself cause this shit is CRAZY!!!! People are so sick! And they are usually the ones that you would never expect!

WOW!

OMG!!! STALKER!!

So a few months ago I met a guy. He seemed nice at first but I found out some things about him that I was seriously not feeling.

What did I do? I cut all ties. I didn't return any phone calls, nothing!

What did he do? He kept calling!! He would call every five minutes literally for hours!! This went on for like 2 weeks.

My phone broke so I just decided to let my phone cut off. I was not in any terrible need for a cell phone at the time anyways. lol

I just cut my phone on today. Mind you it has been off for over 2 months... Guess what?

I check my voicemail and guess who just left me a message an hr ago...

Seriously?? This guy hasn't met any one better than me? Ever? In the past 2 months no one???

SERIOUSLY!??!??!?

I didn't even have sex with him!! I just spent time and talked to him!! WTF!! Take a hint and find someone who wants you!! OMG!! Sucking on my balls a little too hard!!

I'm glad he doesn't know where I live...

The new site...

I had to create a new profile because the first that I made last month never got approved. I think it was because my user name had the word sex in it... lol

But I made a new one and upgraded to silver so I am now interacting with a few ppl. What I have noticed is that there are a lot more people on here that are in my area and it is way easier to find them. A much better search engine than seeking..

There are also many sd who don't make a ton of money. I have seen a few who are $100,000 and below! I want a guy that makes well over that so that all of my bills can be taken care of. Whats the point of going on a site like this if your looking for less. A pretty girl can find a man who will buy her things very easily offline... and its quicker!

Hopefully I can get it in with a few millionaires and be happy. lol

Sugar daddy for me

I am signing up for a new site. I originally said I was not going to because I had to pay a monthly feel. Not really feeling that. But I'm going to bite the bullet and finish up my profile mostly because I see others are having more luck than I am. :P

I'm getting frustrated because it is taking a LONG time for me to find what I am looking for. This whole process is a bit tiring and aggravating!! I hope I find my sugar daddy soon!

Terrible day!!

Today has been the worst day and its only 2pm! I am not having any real luck finding a sugar daddy. My sugar momma all of a sudden stopped returning my emails... Why I have no idea. She was looking up flights and everything and then complete silence. I hate when that happens. I am always wondering "what the hell happened??"

I am still in contact with a few others and hopefully I will finally meet someone!! This is getting on my nerves. To top it off. I lost my phone a while back and went to the store to get a new one using my insurance and everything. They are not even trying to give me what I want!! I'm about to cancel my account cause they are seriously pissing me off and making things harder than they have to be!! They have change things and have new 'rules' and I have to jump through all these hoops just to get a fuckin phone!!!! ughhhhh...

So I need some cash like right now. What I am going to do is get my good friend T and we are going to go to a hotel bar and pick up a little rich white boy and fuck his brains out and see how much cash we can leave with. Good times! Cause a bitch is BROKE!!

So far..

Things are going very well. I am messaging multiple potentials back and forth. There are quite a few more since yesterday for both profiles. One of these potentials being a female!

I have been interested in a lesbian relationship for quite some time. My friend T and I have been looking, with no luck aside from Peter, for someone to have a 3way with. Still working on that.

I am hopefully going to see the SM tomorrow.She lives out of state and is buying plane tickets as we speak. I am very excited about all of this! I cant wait to have my first girl on girl sexual experience!

Ok so lets continue from the last post. So I dated T's BD's brother and T's brothers were there flirting with me hard body and guess what! Dude said nothing! Basically ignored me. Mind you we just had some home from jail sex a little while ago... I thought that was funny.

But the biggest part of my night was T's brother B basically flat out told me he wanted to eat my pussy and fuck the shit out of me!!! The thing is I'm actually thinking of going along with it just because I have been so horny and unsatisfied. He is older and I know (well at least I think) he knows how to work that tongue. These young dudes cant eat pussy for shit! lol

I am really enjoying this!!

OK, so I left out yesterday and spent some time with my friend, left the kids with grandpa. I was going to use her phone to txt will. But she didnt bring it with her. Her brothers were there B & E. B is REALLY short! lol And hes older and has had a huge crush n me for quite some time. I guess now he sees that I am grown and sexy as hell he flirts with me and lets it be known how bad he wants it.

Now my friend lets call her T, she lives with the father of her children. Her baby daddy's brother and I have had an on and off relationship for almost 10 years now. I was with him a few months before I got with the father of my children. He just got out of jail and thinks we are going to have a relationship. I am thinking about going along with it just so I can have a live in babysitter while I go traveling around with my sugardaddy hunt. :P lol Poor guy. He's just so damn boring I don't see myself actually loving him and being exclusive to him.

I'm going to have to finish this later...

Right now there are 3..

Right now I am messaging back and forth with 3 potentials.

The first guy could mos def be the one I do. He's older so he has a little of the grey going on but he is fit and looks pretty good in his pictures. I think he is genuine and not to over the top like some of the others. He seems like he could be a little submissive. I like that. His name is Will.

This other guy I don't know about! He puts exclamation points at the end of every sentence!! I feel like he is yelling at me!!! Haha He seems to be very dominant. Like he will take it if I don't give it to him right. He does seem a little cheap though. His offer was a 1 month trial of $1,000 for the month, paid weekly like a job. Umm... I might take him up on it for now but if it does not increase to at least $2-3,000 by the next month I'm going to say goodbye. That money will fill the gap that I have in my budget for this month though.. I could use it. He wants a sexual thing also. He is kinda chunky monkey. I have not fucked a guy who was over 220lbs EVER... & he was tall and all muscle! I don't know if I will be able to do it and not be disgusted.

Lastly there is this guy who basically just wants to fuck. He said straight up he wants oral 69. My reply was "with me on top" lol Lets see what happens with this situation.

craigslist

I have also responded to a few listings on craigslist as well as created my own. Mine was short and sweet basically said me and my friend were looking for a 3some.. lol Lets see what kind of responses I get.

I have been sending msgs since last night. A few have read but nothing back yet. :P

And damn do I need some money!! lol

I think I am going to have to be a little more aggressive.. I just don't know what to write in these emails sometimes. :( Oh well..

A different approach..

I saw that on seeking the newest members are the ones that are seem first. Not having a premium membership put you at a huge disadvantage.

I decided to open up another profile. The first one was all sweet and take care of me I will take care of you. This one is more I will be your lady in the street and your freak in the bed.

the first one had just one shot of my face. A very pretty picture. This one has only shots of my backside in a thong. Now I don't have a gadonkadonk lol but I do have a very lovely booty. I love my body and my shots were Oh yes!! Sexy. I got an email at 5 am as soon as my profile was approved.

I do have more views in a shorter time period than I did with the other profile. I think I will do this regularly. As I get bumped down just make a new profile with some very sexy pics. I am going to create an entirely new character and try my best to pull it off and get away with as much cash as possible!! heheheee

The first group...

So I singed up for seekingarrangement.com and sugardaddyforme.com. I love seeking because it is completely free for sugar babies. You can upgrade your account but money is tight right now so I am not spending on frivolous things anymore. The first group of guys I spoke with were.. meh..

There was peter who lived in my area. He wants 2 girls, not one. I met up with him a few times. He seems to think he doesnt have to spend that much money in order to get the goodies. He only gave me $250 and expected everything! I was pissed and glad I didnt give up anything because I was expecting way more than that. I met him at the casino after that and I was nervous, he could tell and kinda broke it off afterward. I recently contacted him again out of a desperate need for some cash and me and my friend may be blowing his mind very soon. I'm sure after that he will give us both whatever we want. Hes the type of guy who seems like he needs sites like this to meet beautiful women. smh

Then there was rich. He's older and has some serious dough! I met with him at the cheesecake factory. He told me to order what ever I wanted, so I did. He was not looking for a woman to take care of he was looking for a prostitute! After our lunch date he wanted to take me to a dark alley for a $100 blowjob... Not what I had in mind. Then said he was tryna do me a favor because he can get the same for $30 from the stupid little college girls. He's a proffesor or something.

Jake. What can I say about him. I called him up and we talked he wanted to meet me right away. I was all for it. When that day came he wasnt returning phone calls so I said fuck it. I later found out that he went out of town. I recently sent him a message to see if he was still interested. Still waiting...

Last but not least theres Tony. I have kkinda avoided him in the beginning because he refused to send me any pictures... RED FLAG!! I continued to talk to him and asked if he wanted to meet up. We will see how this goes..

So far I have not had any good experiences and have not come across any real money.. I have been sending msgs to other sugar daddies on the site and have not had any real luck. My photo is BEAUTIFUL!! I dont know what I am doing wrong.

So I decided to take a different approach...

What it do!

So I attempted to start this blog before & went through names like "shes a slut" "what a whore" which were all taken by the way. I finally found a name and they automatically flag it as a possible spam blog!

Now I wanted to start this as a sort of entertainment and as a source of documentation for my encounters in becoming a sugar baby.

I decided to start doing this a little over a month ago because I have kids and want to live the good life and finish college at the same time. How is that possible with no job, or at least a very well paying job... I have been able to spend money freely over the past few years and take care of my kids just fine without having to work crazy hours. Now all that has changed and things are a bit more complicated...

I decided that the best way for me to go about this was to be taken care of by someone else. I have met a few sugardaddies so far and have not had any real luck. I am hoping to change that and become successful at getting others to give me money for just looking pretty.

In the beginning it is a little hard becauseI am not the type to ask anyone for anything. I dont really know how to push someone for things like money. I am good at persuading someone to do things. So we will see how all this goes.

Here I am going to talk about all my sugardaddy experiences as well as any casual sexual encounters that may come about.