1 month

So I have been gone for exactly one month down to the day! I decided to come here just to post a little update. My life of shambles is finally starting to pull together. There have been so many changes for the better over the past month I am finally out of this rut that I have been in for so long.

In searching for a SD I have learned that it takes time to get what you want. I already knew that I would have to put in work for what I wanted, but what was holding me back was not myself. It was those around me. Sooooo....

I did some personal cleansing! I have cleared my life of all of those people around me that were so negative. All the people who tried their hardest to bring me down are now nothing to me and to my children. (and soon my sister!)

Things are so much easier now. People I don't even know are more willing to help than my own family and the father of my children. Why should I have those kind of people in my life. Family is nothing if this is the type of family you have.

I'd rather do it with my friends and on my own then to deal with Bullshit from the people who are SUPPOSED to take care of me.

Good Bye!

Hello!! To my new better life! And my sugar search will be starting back up soon enough!! I cant wait! Full speed ahead!! :D