3way...

So me and T finally had our 3way. We did it with this sexy ass guy that we have know for years. His dick was huge!

It was a little awkward for both me and T because it was our first time doing anything like that. We didn't really do anything with each other... surprisingly. We just both did it to him at the same time.

Next time some drinks are going to have to be involved so we can be a little more comfortable. We laughed at everything like a couple of little girls! LOL & he didn't make it any better making jokes..

It was fun and I am looking forward to doing it again! :P

OMG!! Go away!!

This guy just wont quit!!
He sent me a few messages talking about some... Deposit the money in my account and when it clears take my cut of $500 and send him the rest....

I have cut contact with this guy but he just keeps on going!! Leave me alone!!

Caligray, leave me alone..

I have not spoken to this fool since the last time I posted.. I came home from my trip and went through my mail...

I find a fedex package from California with my name on it... Hmmm..

Open it up and inside is a check..

for $3,550!!!

I am sooooooo tempted to deposit it in my account! But I know that it is a fake check....

Why, oh why does this guy have to be a scam artist... lol
Too bad, that money would look really good in my bank account.........

Good thing I am not as hard pressed for money as I was last month. I might have done something I might have regret. :P

In the shredder it goes!!

Salt mixed with sugar..

So I made my trip to the big city. I was only able to get in contact with one of my Pots because my laptop charger died! ughhh... FML!!!
I met him as soon as I got into the city and we had dinner at this cute little restaurant. The food was good. It wasn't 5 star but thats ok... We talked he asked a ton of questions, wanting to get to know me and what I stand for.

He then asked me "In an ideal situation, what would I want?" To which I reply, "I just want to be able to finish school without having to work a full time job."

From that point on I felt like this asshole was judging me! Yes I am a single mother. Yes at this point I am struggling. So what! I know what I want! I know how to get it! I'm going to do me and get where I need to be regardless if I have the help of a SD or not!

He kept telling me that my life was 'complicated'... In my opinion, it really is not as long as you don't make it. He then asks, "With school and children, what do I have to offer him?"

"What is it that you want?"

"Success"
..............

So are you saying that I am not going to be successful??? Are you serious?

I have been successful my whole life! Nothings going to change now! I just want to make things a little easier... I don't know and do not want to know what it means to be a failure!!

I know I should not take anything he or anyone else says seriously.. I just needed to vent a little. I had a long weekend. LOL The road trip is what did me in.. Other than that I had a Great time!!! :)

Oh yea.. and he then asks me to send him a email stating what I want and he will get back to me. Then asks if I had any bills that needed to be paid within the next few days. I said GAS!! and something else... Why we departed and he didn't even give me gas money... In Manhatten!!! I mean damn, with prices that high he could have at least gave me $20... Is that too much to ask..

I am thinking about sending him that email, but not feeling him at all. Seems too stuck up his ass, on a high horse for me. Oh, did I mention that he is a doctor, and a professor. You would think he would want to help out a student who is looking to go into the medical field. He told me I should think about going into nursing.. WTF!! I have the grades, I know my shit and I am not going to sell myself short for anyone!! EVER!!

Other than that I have not been able to get into contact with anyone else except for one guy. This one is 62, and I told him about myself and got a much better reaction from him as opposed to the guy above... He thinks I am '
amazing'... :) How sweet!

He said he will be back in town on the 22nd and we will meet then. I can't wait! He sounds like a winner! I wrote about him before.. I think. The one who poped up like *snap* that!

What should I name him...
Cant think of anything at the moment. Will get back to you! lol

Why you got to lie?

I paid for membership at sugardaddie.com finally and I am so glad that I did. I got some serious and really good pots on the burner and am setting up dates for this weekend. One guy wanted to meet up tonight!

So I did not really go into my plans. Remember the larger city near me when I went on craigslist. I am moving there in the near future. The end of this week I am going there to set some things up and to meet some of my pots! Yay!

I have 5 new ones so far. And OMG can this get confusing!! I am having a hard time keeping track of them all... I had to write notes on them all to keep things straight. Hopefully by meeting them in person I can be better at keeping track of what I have told to who. lol

Ok. So I have not been on messenger in a while and I singed on last night. First Realdoc sent me a msg, talking bout some lol.... What do you want?!? I mean for real! Then tried to hold a conversation. I had to ignore him..

At the very second I singed on Caligray sent me a msg. I responded and basically I flat out told him that I think he is a con artist! He begged and pleaded, tried to convince me that he wasn't. lol I said first if you are real, you told me you were going to send me some money. I have not received anything! He tried to BS his way around that. lol

Then I asked him if his company had a website. Tell me why this FOOL sent me non-existant web addresses!! And then gone say that the site is still under construction! LMAO!!

Why do people have to try to lie so much?!??!?!?

And to top it off!! Why did this FOOL say that he will send me the money he promised but he needed my credit card info........

O.o

WOW!! AHHAHahahaaaaaa......

Seriously??

Keep it moving!!

Now she has her hand out??

So I have been busy as all hell this week. Running around like crazy, right?? I have not had much time to really chat it up all day with Realdoc like I have been. I called him last night so that me and T could talk to him. He was happy to hear from us, but sounded like he wasn't feeling coming to meet up this weekend as planned. I assured him that it was his decision and that I was still very interested....

He said that he wanted to talk to me in more detail, so we would talk the next day, today. So I get on chat with him and he basicallly says that he does not want to dish out any money to T... Im like huh?? Where is this all coming from?? He's like its supposed to be about the experience and she has her hand out?? I'm not paying her to have a 3way with us...

WTF!?!?

Ok first of all... About the experience?? If it was all about the exoerience of having a 3way there is no way that we would choose an old ass small penis white man to do it with!! We can find someone much much Hotter, sexier, and YOUNGER to do it to!!

I told him that for a sugarbaby it is about the experience of being with someone who truly cares about your well being enough to take care of you in a way other men can't. But us as beautiful ass young women are not attracted to you alone. It is the money that makes the experience!! He said that does not make sense... LMAO! To a sugarbaby it does!!

We are young sexy and beautiful, you can provide to us. We both are getting what we want. He knew that if she was to be included she wanted to be chopped out also from the very first day!! He knew BOTH of our intentions from the very first day!! He was the one who asked me if I was bi and wanted a girl to join!! Why is it that all of a sudden you don't want to go through with what we agreed to the day before it is supposed to happen??

I think he may have just been scared to actually go through with it. Or just didn't have the money... So Realdoc.... Goodbye... It was nice while it lasted and thanks for paying my bill!! :P

Thought I'd give you a call.. :)

So I called Caligray and we chatted briefly... There was a ton of static in the background so we decided to continue the chat via IM. He asked how the kids were and everything. Then the conversation takes a kinda unexpected turn..

He asked me if it goes as far would I be open to marriage and having more children... I replied given the situation it all depends.

He wanted to know about my current income situation. I told him.. I have been working but would prefer not to anymore, at least not a full time job. He tells me that the check is in the mail and I will probably receive it in Monday. He then says that he will take care of me while he is still in Europe, sending whatever I need. Whether it be funds or anything!

Then for the second time he tells me about a payroll position that is open in his company. He gave me all the details I needed to know and then what info I needed to send in to apply for the job.

Now at this point I am still a bit skeptical and am thinking he better not ask for my SSN.. Cause any info that I feel is too personal I refuse to pass out. Not that he would really get anywhere with it. lol He just wanted the info I gave him previously name and address, age, sex. I figured why not. All this info you can find by google'n my name anyways or by looking in the phone book. :P Again what can he do with it. Hhmmm...

So after thinking about it I say, why not. I will know if there is any id theft because I have dealt with it before... (bitch stole my wallet a few yrs ago. Opened up a bunch of accounts and never paid on them)  So I send the email with my info stating that 'Caligray' referred me to this position. He said that he will be the one training me and that I would not have to go through any interviewing process. He will be taking care of everything! I will be starting this on monday!

An online job is exactly what I need right now and he says that I will only be working about 2-3 hr per day. And not every single day..

Please give your opinions on this!?!?
It just all sound too good to be true! What do you guys think? Should I continue to go along with it? Am i just being paranoid? :P

In my experience when something sounds too good to be true it usually is. Are things the same in the sugar world?? Oh goodness, living a life where a man will take care of all your needs and then some.. One could only dream..

I am going to pursue that dream and make it a reality!

As far as marrying a sugar daddy.. I see many are not very fond of the idea. As for myself, I am open to it as long as he is very good looking and just what I want in a man. I would not mind taking that plunge, but it would be a very long time until I would consider making that type of commitment.

Thoughts please ladies! ? !
:)

Takelia SB

Sign in and they will come!!

Don't you just love how when you haven't signed on for a while you finally do so and get tons of messages!! Love it!

More pots on the burner!! Stay tuned!!

Hhmmm...

I just got off of IM with the guy from cali whos in eurpoe.. Time to give him a name...

CaliGray

Now I was signed in as unavailabe cause I just wasn't feeling like talking to anyone at the moment. He pops up with a msg to me. Now I already expressed concerns about him being a scam artist. I am very skeptical about the things men say and do...

Every time I speak with him he asks me to get on webcam. I did the first time just so he could see my face but every other time I blew him off. This time I said my brother borrowed my laptop for school... Lies! lol Yea yea....

He says thats ok, then tells me that later on when he gets home he is going to send me the tracking numbers for the package that I am expecting....

O.o

What??

Hmmm... Could this guy actually be serious?? My instincts still tell me not to believe until I actually see something.. What do you think?

Oh how I would love for this guy to be real!! I tried pulling him up on google but he has a really common name so I could not really find him you know.. Maybe I should dig a little deeper.

I am going to try and keep his interests just to see what I can get out of this situation. How cool would this be! He is going to be in Europe for the next 2 months. If he is genuine I would sure love to meet him. He is a black man and very good looking according to his pics. Nicely built, strong body. Yum!

In his profile his income range is $4-500,000. Which is very good and around the minimum range I need in a SD. Single, 38, just what I am looking for! :P

Cross your fingers!

sugardaddie.com & my take on the sites I am on so far..

wow these people are great! lol

They are offering a one week package for only $6.99!

I have too many in my inbox to pass that up! And one guy who is certifiably REAL! He put a little TMI in his profile and pulling him up on google was way easy!

I wish they would at least let non-paying members read the emails.. I will never understand that. No wait I do! By not reading there is no way of catching email addys that some put in their first msg so there is no way to make a connection outside of dishing out some $$. :P

I think I will stay off of sd4me. I really think the guy on biz in europe was a scammer. Haven't heard from him since this morning. Maybe I'm being impatient. Yea right... All the time I was on there I have not met one guy who was real. SC would have been a good choice but truthfully I think the guy is in beginning stages of dementia. The way he kept repeating the same things over and over. How I had to tell him the same things over and over. Yea, the old age got to him. lol He's only 51... I have not called him. Don't know if I want to. Maybe I should just to see if he remembers me?? :P Don't think he can really keep all his sugar babies in track. lol

Seekingarrangement.com is most def a good site. I have met some real, easy google-able men there. The only issue is that a bunch were scared off by my stalker/hacker and the others had an issue with travel or just didn't interest me and were clearly a waste of time. ie. They had no $$. Its free for sugar babies but it would probably be wise to upgrade. I went through the lists and I could NOT find my profile at all! lol I only saw girls who were paying members on top of the lists.

I do have hundreds of views but truthfully don't know how I got so many. :P Maybe I will upgrade one day.

establishedmen.com is ok. There does not seem to be too many people on there. I have seem a ton from Canada. So if you are close to or in Canada you might want to check them out. It is free for sugar babies. Which is a huge plus. This is where, my luv for now, Realdoc found me. He is REAL! lol I read on someone elses blog a while ago that they think that some sites have fake profiles to increase and/or keep people paying for membership..

At first I felt that way about this site because this extremely HOT ex model white man sent me a few msgs.. Then all of a sudden poof! Another extremely HOT old white man msg'd me the next day. Then a few msgs later.. Guess what.. Poof!! From that point I thought this site is FAKE and ignored it for a while. Then I found my Realdoc. He is kinda hot :P... lol He is good looking and I am so happy I signed up there! :) Hey why not? It is free for us you know..

Once I actually decide to pull out my card for sugardaddie I will post what I think.

Top choice so far...
seekingarrangement.com

Top choice for wasting time
sugardaddyforme.com

Takelia SB

Yes!

My sugar daddy took care of me! Realdoc..
OMG! He paid my entire bill! I am happy...
*sigh*

So good to finally have a real sugar daddy. One who actually cares about me. I did have to kinda beg(not really) for him to give in. Maybe he just didn't want to spend any money before we actually met...
We will be getting together the weekend after next! Yay!! I can't wait to meet him!!

The other guy... I am suspecting that he might be on some scam type shit.

I spoke to him earlier today, he said he was going to call to check on the money he sent.... Ok

He asked if I had a credit card... Why would you need a credit card to send a check. No way I'm going to fall for that. I think I am going to open up a P.O. Box for this. Just in case I get people who actually want to send stuff. I didn't give him my address so, what can he do... All he can do is send something I guess. I wonder if this guy was for real though. I always stay ahead of the game. I run too much game to be played by someone else baby!

We will see how this plays out... & if it goes any further...

Will my sugardaddy...

Come through for me?? I am still uncomfortable asking people for money. I'm asking my doc that I met on establishedmen if he could help with this bill that is due today. He seems kinda hesitant but I am going to try and get him to give in to me. He said that I am his number 1 girl anyway so why wouldn't you want to help me out.

I have to give him a name.... hmmm

RealDoc

lol good enough

I really like him alot too. We chat everyday for hours. He has quite an imagination. And I am actually looking forward to fucking this old ass white man. lol Me and T are going to have our 3way with him. He also asked me if I like white girls. Now I have never been with a girl before. I am extremely bicurious.. I get turned on by women all the time.

Women are beautiful and I have been fantasizing about eating pussy for a long time. I have been thinking about this and I really want me a cute little white girl. The one he is chatting with is 4'11', brown hair, blue eyes. I cant wait to get me some of that... lol I sound like a man. :P

Could I actually be getting what I want??

Is this foreal?? Am I high or something??
OMG...

So yesterday I got a msg from this guy. The one who is in Europe on business.. We chatted via IM for a bit. I liked him.. He liked me. He thinks I'm beautiful. I got on webcam for him briefly so he could see that I was real.

We chatted again today and he said he was thinking about me and wanted to send me some money.. I'm like ok.. But I'm secretly dancing on the inside!

He then proceded to ask me if I could email him my ring, shoe, pant, and dress sizes. FOR ME AND MY THREE CHILDREN!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.............

I was extatic! I screamed and threw my fists in the air!! OMG!
O.O

I have never imagined I would actually meet anyone who would do something like that for me! The money is supposed to be fedex'd overnight to me. So I should have it by the morning! I hope I hope I hope!! I am behind on something that is due tomorrow!! It is imperrative for that to be paid ASAP!

OMG I hope that this man is real and that I do receive what he says he is giving. I believe that good people do receive what they need when they least expect it. I have been a good girl my whole life. Despite that my family treats me like shit. The people who are supposed to love me dog me out like no other.

I am the one child that my parents should be most proud of. I am one year away from recieving my Bachelors degree in Biology yet they treat me like I am a highschool drop out. I have always been treated worst than a step child by both my parents. They neglect the fact that I have always gotten A's in school. Everyone else that they do not talk down about me to acknowledges my achivements. I have been in jail one time. My father put me there....

My mother used to call me a whore and a slut which started when I was in 6th grade... Obviously I was still a virgin, not even thinking about looking at boys. My father has always had money, yet he would go shopping for me one time a year to the cheapest stores and refused to spend over $60.

I have a scar across my forehead that my mother put there. Basically for no reason whatsoever. She lost her phone and blamed it on me. Bashed my for head with a huge metal thing. I had to get stitches. Luckily it is barely noticeable now.

Aside from my immediate family... The father of my children was abusive to me also. Which is why I am now a single mother of 3. He gave me a black eye when I was 6 months pregnant with his daughter.. He does not help at all. Man I can sure pick em right?

I have dealt with so much in my life with my family what I have shared here is nothing. I can tell stories forever. In fact I tried to create a blog about nothing but my life. I never finished or continued the blog because there was just so much to type up. I was left crying after every post.

Aside from my family and the father of my children I have never EVER come across anyone who treated me so badly. Every one loves me! Every man that I have been in a relationship falls in love fast and does not want to let me go. I am single by choice. I prefer it that way. This way I do not get hurt and I don't hurt anyone else. Even though I kinda feel like I am hurting these guys by continuously turning them down... Oh well. I'm sorry.

This is why I chose the sugar lifestyle. I want more out of life and just need a little help to get ahead. I have plans. I want to start a business. I have everything all planned out. I am leaving this sad little city that I live in and am moving to a much larger better place. Having a succesful rich man take care of my need financially is great but I also need someone who can guide me, teach me, and show me what I need to succeed! I have high ambitions and dreams and there is no way that I am not going to achieve them. Nothing is going to stop me from getting what I want in this life.


I will post more later....
:)

Met a few more..

Got a few more pots on the burner. One lives in Cali but is on business in Europe. How fun!
I miss my 21 yro. I need to give him a initail.. J
I haven't seen him since I left for funky Florida..
He is spending the night with me on Fri... I can't wait! :) hehee

Brokeman... & rambles!

Brokeman…. I called him to see if he could pick me up from the airport tonight. He said he would. We talked briefly and he told me why he has not contacted me in a while. Just as I thought... He is broke!!

He got fired from his job that he has worked at for 15yrs. That shit is crazy!! At least he is picking me up cause I'm not paying for a cab! I already wasted $30 on one to the airport just so I could spend a day in a funky ass apartment.. no wait 'condo'.

 I still don't understand how this guy really thought things were going to happen right away first of all.

And secondly how did he think I would not be turned off by the smell of those animals!! I have had dogs and cats before. My house has never ever smelled like that!! OMG! It was disgusting! Then he had a old fashioned kitchen and bathroom the whole thing was just terrible!

Oh and I forgot to mention how he had no furniture in the living room!! Why?? Because that was the dogs bathroom! He had a plot of fake grass right in the middle of the room for them to shit in…. They didn't use the grass needless to say… Ughhh….

OMG! turbulence!! The worst feeling on a plane! This is my first time on a plane….

This experience has not entirely crushed my thoughts about traveling to someone for the first meeting. Glad I made sure I got a flight there and back. That is Huge! Otherwise I would have been stranded down in Florida with absolutely no way to get home. He was being funny about buying tickets because he said the last girl didn't even get on the plane. He was trying to get me to buy and then he would pay me back when I got there… No way I would fall for that. Thats the same thing the young doctor wanted me to do. Hell NO!!










The way I see it.. If you are a real SD and can afford a plane ticket then you shouldn't be all picky and whiney about whether or not someone is going to get on the plane or not. SB does not come out of her pocket for NOTHING! I don't care. There is no way that I will go somewhere to meet someone and not even get gas money for coming out. Come on. If the person is not good enough to do even that then they are a complete waste of time. Do what you got to do to get them to do what you want! Luckily I am great at manipulating people into giving me what they want when they have it... :P

What will I do the next time?? hmmm... Will I get on the plane or make them come to me?? Time will tell and we will see! ;) This time I just really wanted to go to Florida and get away from the cold... lol

Good thing..

A good thing about this situation… While waiting at the airport for how many hours I connected with a new potential who has some real potential! Googled very very easily! He sounds and looks like a real winner. He is coming to me for our first meeting. Lives out of my state which is great! He's a doctor and says he owns a resort in the Bahamas so we will be spending a lot of time there if we click. So cool! Late 40s..
We chatted via messenger for hours and exchanged phone numbers. He is supposed to call me tonight. He wondered if I was bisexual to which I replied I am very bicurious and have been trying to fuck my best friend since the summer time. :P So this will most likely be an ongoing 3way relationship just as I have been looking for! Yay!

He made a comment to me and said that if he was my father & knew what I was doing he would not be a happy camper.. I could really care less about what my father thinks! Don't know how I feel about that comment… We have been talking ever since!!

WOW!!

So I flew down to Florida and can I say it was Beautiful!! The beach was amazing the restaurants were nice. Me and him had a good time the first day, we went to eat twice, went to the beach briefly(it was foggy out). However a few serious problems arose!!

Dun Dun Dunnnnn....

First off.. What the hell is the definition of a Condo!?!? It looked like a small 1 bedroom apt to me!! Are condos just apartments that you buy instead of rent?? They should really change that because when I think of the word condo I think very nice, upscale, clean, a place people WANT to live. I must be mistaken... All condos must not be the same...

In addition to that... After a great day together we got back to his "condo" and there were so many things wrong with the picture where the hell do I begin!! First thing that hit me was the smell... no the STENCH of urine! He has these 2 cocker spaniels and it seems as if he does not walk them.. They use the rug.. WTFFFFF!!! OMG! The smell was so bad I made him go to the store and buy some arm & hammer carpet freshener! It did help for a few hours… I guess as much as it could. I felt like I was going to die in there. I decided right then and there that he was not what I was looking for... :P

I wasn't going to break it off right then because then I would have been left stranded. So I spent the night made him buy a couple movies and lots of food. Hell where was I going to go. I have fam in Florida but they didn't know I was down there and damn sure didn't need to know why. My flight wasn't till the next afternoon. So I kept it cool made him laugh.

When we were watching the movies I knew that he was going to try to make a move… What did I do? I pretended to go to sleep. I was not even going to think about entertaining the idea of having sex with this man. He was in no way attractive to me, especially keeping a funky ass house. Sex was not happening as long as that stench lingered in my nose. OMG!!

In the morning we got up. He said he was going to take me to breakfast. OK… LIE!

He drove me to the airport and said that he spent over $300 on me and that the least I could do was give it up. Now my excuse was that I don't have sex on the first night. Which I really don't! I was not going to break my rules, oh no! This guy had no real money. I could tell. He really thought that $300 was a ton of money. And all he did was buy the plane tickets $265, and buy lunch and dinner. He didn't even take me to a real restaurant. lol Yea $300 you wasted…. But my time and my body is worth WAY more then $300.

He didn't even think that he was supposed to give me money for coming down! WOW!

He said he does this a lot and that all the other girls give it up right away! Haha! They must be real desperate… No one should be having sex with that man. Not in that apartment.. Oops I mean 'condo'.

The situation is too funny! He originally wanted me to stay till Mon. I am so glad that it happened the way it did because I was planning to have my friend T call and make up some emergency for me to come home early! LOL I got what I wanted and didn't have to do anything!

It's Saturday.. I'm on the plane right now. On my way home! I am so happy!!
*sigh*

OH YES!! A victory!!

So one of my craigslist guys is flying me down to Florida for the weekend!! Yes!! And after speaking to him he most definitely seems like he could be just what I am looking for. He likes to shop! He wants to take me to the salon to get my hair and nails done! Oh yes! I am loving him so far!!

As long as he does not play me for this point on. He already paid for my flight. We did have a bit of an issue regarding whether or not we were both trustworthy enough to go through with it. I am taking a huge risk but mostly I just wanted to visit Florida again.. lol I love it down there. And it will be a nice change because it is so cold where I am.

*Sigh*

I can't wait to get down there and meet my new pot. He is of asain decent. I have not experienced it before. I hope I like it! Because the sugar search is Exausting!! I want my sugar daddy! And I hope that I have found him. :)

The waiting game...

I am waiting on a confirmation!! Hopefully Miami here I come!!
Hopefully...

Location!!!

For those of you who do not live in large cities do you find it hard to find your SD?? I am having such a hard time!! There are none near me who are worth my time and can give me what I want. And those who are out of state always have some issues with travel!! When am I going to get a break!! WTF!!

I feel like I am the only one dealing with this!! Everyone else seems to be getting what they want or at least some of it. In total I have only received $455 from 2 SD in how many months!!

Frustration is getting the best of me... Way too many fakes in this world! :(

Why didn't I do this sooner??

So yesterday I went on craigslist in a much larger city... I found a wealth of men who actually wanted to be sugardaddies!! I sent a few emails and got a few responses back.

Here are the potentials so far... Or nonpots... lol

I have a doctor. Very young, but he says he can afford my minimum monthly allowance. We will see about that. He is ok. Kinda cute(He's really not but I am going to tell myself he is... lol). The only issue we have now is travel. He says he is not going to dish out any money until we actually are face to face. How the fuck are we going to meet then you fucking idiot!!???!?! I think I should toss that one...

There is this other one who is into, toe sucking and Golden showers... Hell no!! I'm not even going to answer him back... Everything was good up until that point!

Another who is visiting florida and is willing to fly me down to meet. I think he just might be the one. But I'm not going to get my hopes up..

There are a few more but they are really not worth even mentioning...

Oh and there is this one guy who wanted a fucking webcam show!! My dumb ass gave him a few minutes of my 34Bs... I will be surprised if I hear from him again... I will never do that again unless I get something in my paypal!! I hope he didn't record that... I don't care couldn't really see my face. :( Just my tits... And a short peek of my hair down there.... :P

Whatever! The search goes on!!

Craigslist! a different approach...

I know I said I was going to stay off of craigslist... But the sugar search has to go on!! lol What I am doing this time instead of putting up posts is I am replying to posts in a different much larger area then my current location.
I find it amazing how many men there are in that city who actually want to be a real sugar daddy! I need to move.. Did I say that already?? I got a few responses and hope that this will work out for me.

OMG!!! Why is it so hard for me to find a SD??!?!??

This week...

Was kinda crazy and boring at the same time..

I had a funeral at the beginning of the week so even if I wanted to get together with SC this week, it was not happening. I have not talked to him since last week. He emailed me yesterday and said the he was going to call me tonight. Other than that I have had a very low dose of sugar... I need a fix.

I cut my sub to sd4me.com because truthfully I think $30 a month is kinda expensive for a website filled with fakes and brokeass men.. lol I'm sure there are men on there who are real and have real money.. It is where SC found me, but truthfully all of the potentials that I have met on there other than him have all been fake, looking for a prostitute... or don't have money..

So I am going to pay for a month or 2 at sugardaddie.com because I have a bunch of emails that I cant even read! And looking at the profiles of these men they do seem to be moreso what I am looking for. Wish me luck on that one! ;)

Aside from that me and my young ones are getting closer. I have been txting both on a daily basis. I have been spending a lot to time with the 21 yro... I don't care what happens.. I am not leaving my young baby the head is too good. And on some real shit good head is very hard to come by... Plus I hate teaching. If you are over 20 you should know how. Its so disappointing laying down with someone who can't satisfy you. Am I right?

Yes!! Good Sex!!

So a few weeks ago I went to the club with my girls. I met a few guys. Really cute! But way too young!! One was 20 the other 21.

The 20 year old nice dark chocolate skin, very cute babyface. I have been blowing him off for the past few weeks.. He has a job and everything. So he is a good guy and has his shit together unlike other men his age... He is just so young. So sweet.

The 21 year old txts and calls me everyday. He is so damn sweet. I really like him a lot. He has a job but he doesn't really seem to be going in the right direction. I am going to have to lead him where I want him to go. We have been spending a ton of time together. More time than I have spent with any man since my last boyfriend. I don't want to make any commitments but I would make an exception for him.

I have not had any really good head since I broke up with my babies father 3 years ago. I have only had 5 partners in that time. I have been left so unsatisfied. Someone please tell me why young guys don't know how to eat pussy!! One of them was 29! And he would only lick it for 30 sec!! But he loved the head I gave him!! He was such a waste of time, but I do have slight feelings for him. Was with him for almost 2 yrs... How it lasted that long I really couldn't tell you.. lol

But yea this guy. My 21 year old persuaded me to let him eat my pussy last night and oh yes!! The boy can eat some pussy! Only thing he kept stopping every time I was about to climax cause I was suffocating him... hehehee I sucked him off briefly and let him shove his dick inside of me. He has a nice size. Bigger than many but not too big. P: mmmm.... He came.. I am still horny so I am going to go to his house tonight and fuck the shit out of him. I don't think he can handle me.. Not many can. haha But we will see.

Brokeman. I have not heard from him since Xmas... Guess he is still broke.. lol Too bad.

I forgot!!

Dallas was a no go!! I was pissed!
This guy tried to make it seem like he had so much money. He wanted me to come down for New Years since we didn't get together the weekend after Xmas. I looked up flights just to see how much it was going to be. A round trip was around $300 or more for the next day out. This guy was all for it until the last minute. Txting me all day...

At the last minute he said that the flights were too expensive for new years and that he would fly me down the next weekend!!

Why so many broke ones!??!! Come on!!
:P
Needless to say I cut all contact....

There is no reason to pursue anyone who can not even afford a plane ticket....