The Double Life..

Sometimes I feel like I am leading a double life. I havent put my all into the game because I have been around people who wouldn't quite understand what I am doing and why. I have been lying to my family and sneaking around and I cant stand it.

I am a grown woman with responsibilities, goals, ambition, all that jazz but I feel like I'm in high school all over again at the same time. Makes me not want to be around my family at all.

I finally found a house, so that will all come soon enough and sneaking around will be a thing of the past.

Everything is slowly falling into place for me.. again... :P




(I just wish I didnt have to sneak around now cause things would have gone a hell of a lot faster!!)