Chemistry...

So I've been taking care of business and have not done much as far as my sugar search goes. Have not spoken to any pots in a while but, shit I gotta handle my shit first before I can put myself into any type of relationship. You know.

Recently I began msging back and forth with this guy and I could tell what he wanted from the beginning. So we met tonight for drinks...

At the end of the 'date' he says to me, you are a beautiful girl but, he does not think that we have chemistry. ok...

Sometime I just don't get what that means. I made it clear that I was not looking for anything long term. Maybe just a few rolls in the sack some $$$ in my pocket and that would be it.

He was obviously attracted to me, kept touching my leg inching closer & closer, kissed me a few times on the cheek. Maybe it was the fact that he could tell that I was not attracted to him. Err uhh... I need to learn to hide my disgust sometimes.. lmao!

But seriously! I understand the need for chemistry if you are looking for a long term sugar relationship, but if you are merely looking for a quick fuck what the fuck does chemistry have to do with it. I can fake my way through anything if I have to. The last one didn't notice one bit!!

This is why I'm still contemplating escorting... That shit is so annoying to me. Maybe I should hold off on the sugar for a little while and come back when I'm not so.... distracted... disgusted... idk lol I'll figure it out.